NYE - woohoo!

I decided that I would rather spend new years home by myself, eating take out food and reading a book, than going out and trying to force myself to appear as though I am having fun. Some people would think this is really really sad, but I think it's awesome! I might even clean up the house, and throw things away. While I literally clear out my physical space, I will metaphorically clear out the bullshit, anxiety, and worry from my mind and heart.

...or I'll go out and get drunk and embarrass myself in public, only time will tell.